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Mistreated, Misplaced, Misunderstood ♥
We change ourselves and we do it all the time, Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Biography

The name is JASMINE. Simple Jane. Design Graduate, a introvert and emotional person. Hard time making friends, but i am totally be crazy with all my besties. People used to say im fierce and unfriendly! :( I'm in love with Dogs, Animals, Music, Design, Art, Traveling, Cuisine, Culture, Photography and maybe History. My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Faker. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all.

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Thursday, December 29, 2011
Screwed up




Seriously....
Why do i always wanna do thing right and being overly careful and yet i still screw things up?
This type of feeling really sucks!

I really don understand why am i like tat.

Self - reflecting now,
and realize that its seems like nothing i do in life i have really been prefect
I feel so demoralized.
I feel so hopeless.

Actually i have forgotten to attached the stamp for postage.
OMG stamp leh so important yet i can forget!
You see? How can i say i am not screwed??
Everytime before i drop the letter i will check for stamp and address
whether its local or oversea
but why can i missed that out?
OMG i so so so ashamed of myself
and that person CONFIRMED got things to say me again for the weekly meeting up.

And i am actually having working blues especially when she is around.
When she is on PTO i don feel it at all.
even i am very tired or busy but at least i feel happy

Maybe she saw and know my flaw
and i feel ashamed of them

"You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again as if I don't already see them
I'll walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again"

By Taylor Swift - Mean

Why do people have goals and know what they wanna do with their life
and for me?
i been thinking since i was like sec 5 and now i am here graduation from poly almost 2 years
and still like a loser not knowing what i want and always screwing up things?

God, why do you create me in this way?
What is your will for me?
I cannot help but question it though i know i shouldnt

I am not happy with my life.
i feel like a loser :(

♥ Welcome to my silly life!! ♥
3:35 PM

Monday, December 12, 2011

Been quite some time since i last blog.
And within that short period many things happened too.

Funeral, Warning letter, 2 wisdom tooth surgery, lawyer letter, school fees and now performance review.

My great grandmother passed away.
And all i can say was i really hated the relative there.
I secretly felt humiliated by what they have done.

I don really think too much on the performance review as i got a warning letter.
Don wish to talk much, because explaining too much might make her think i am making excuses and i don really wanna have a conflict and make both of us upset and awkward.
Anyway, i'll get over it some day.
Just wanna do my part till i know what i wanna do with my life.

Done my second wisdom tooth surgery last week.
The 2nd surgery was as torturing and painful compared to the first one.
The first one was a disaster, and worst i have 3 ulcers.
Which is like OMG. and add to the worst is i came menses and i have to take my second vaccination.
Will talk much about my wisdom tooth surgery in another post.

Don wanna talk much on lawyer letter too. have to help my sister pay her phone bills for 10 months. i have less $70 to spend :(


School fees are so scary.
I didnt know that school fees interested started when i started study too.
and now i have ard $500 interest to pay on top of my sch fees which is ard $6000.
Will have to pay through installment for about 5 years, every month $100.
And my father keep nagging about this.
he gave me $1000 to pay off first, saying this type of things cannot play play LOL
later bankrupt, so i will be paying maybe $200 per month. so i will not pay for so long.
And i feel so stress about money for uni.

Why am i so poor? and why so i always have to clear other people debts :(

♥ Welcome to my silly life!! ♥
4:36 PM