School is ending soon
And i am finally going to graduate
But i am not happy
I am damn worry
I now super stress
No design and i fail mid crit
super jia lat de
I don know what to do also
I wish i can be clever, creative and intelligent for this 3 weeks
Chinese New Year is coming soon too
not much to say about it
But i sure got things wanna buy
so i need to get some money
oh goodness
i still have to paid for my class fund for grad show
super sian and broke
I hope money will drop down from the sky
i know its not going to happen
ahahha
watever!!
Back to work!!!
Stay Focus!!!!
♥ Welcome to my silly life!! ♥
10:07 PM
I found god
On the corner of first and Amistad
Where the west was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I Said where you been, he said ask anything
Where were you?
When everything was falling apart
All my days were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
That never came
To the corner of first and Amistad
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Whyd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
In the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one whos ever known
Who I am, who Im not, who I want to be
No way to know how long she will be next to me
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Whyd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Early morning, City breaks
Ive been calling for years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never send me no letters
You got some kind of nerve, taking all I want
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Where were you where were you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Whyd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
why'd you have to wait
to find me, to find me
♥ Welcome to my silly life!! ♥
1:48 AM
First post for 2010
Today at 00:00/12.00am,
i heard the fireworks
and i know its New year and a new beginning of 2010
I wish that this year would be a good year for me,
thought many bad things happen lately
Since its the beginning of a new i shall do some reflection for 2009
I shall start with FAMILY...
In 2009,
My family and i get more bonding
I hardy remember the last time we went out as a family
maybe when i was 6 maybe?
Although we at home we seldom talk or interact much
as we are all stressful with work/school
but i still love and care for them
I know sometimes we all have com conflicts
and i can say that we are always so noisy shouting here and there
but deep down i believe we all know that its our own kind of communication
I hate to admit this
but i am a very family person
I love being with my family
I love to always be there for them
Quarrel with them
Go out with them
anything....
I just love it even when we quarrel and feel like killing each other
But this are always the parts and parcels of our life
that will make us cherish and understand each other!!
I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!
Friends
Friendship is also important things in my life too!
They are just like rainbow in my life
Although sometimes we might have some misunderstand and conflicts
but i never regret all this things that happen
I somehow hope it happen
It actually help us know or realize what each other are thinking
It also reveals the real side of them
and also to let us cherish the memories we have
I know some of us may have separated
but in my life, your are still the colors of the rainbow
I never wanna blame whoever for all this separation or misunderstanding
I may lose some part of my friendship
but in the same time i also gain many strong friendship
It is say that No pain No gain, i think this is how i can say for my friendship
No matter what i still love you all no matter what you are
Good, bad, ugly, pretty,clever stupid...etc
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
Overall
I feel that i am more independent,
i learn to make choices,
I face my problem instead or running away
I stand up after i fall
I realize sometimes being imperfect has its beauty in it
I hope that in 2010
I will be more
-Hardworking
-Independent
-Intelligent
-Cheerful
- go overseas for holiday
-many many more hahahhahahha
And of course earn super duper many money~~ hahaha
Anyway in this brand new year
I hope everybody can forget all the unhappy things and move on
Hope everybody has good health and of course being happy everyday
Safety is also important!!!
Lastly,
World Peace and as well as Global Warming!!!
♥ Welcome to my silly life!! ♥
11:49 PM