In another few minutes it will be a new year
A brand new 2010
Today went check up with mummy
the doctor say she might have to go for operation
coz my mum keep complaining pain
I feel so scare
All i wanted is good health and safety of my family
God if u hear me please grant this wish for me
I nv ask u to give me to be rich or watever
I just want good health and safety for my family and friends
I start this 2010 badly
I feel that i am always so unlucky
My wish for 2010
1. World peace
2.Good health for all my loved ones
3. Safety for all my loved ones
4. No stress
5.Stop Global warming
=)
I really hate being the last to know
♥ Welcome to my silly life!! ♥
11:53 PM
All I want for Christmas is LOVE PEACE and JOY!!!! =)
Countdown to Christmas is just less than 24 hours!!!
So happy =)
What a Christmas Eve.
Suppose to watch Avatar today but canceled!!
Sometimes really hate people arrange sometime
and we get excited and the its been called off
Anyway i'm used to it.
Lonesome and Quiet Christmas Eve
I really hate to be left alone on Christmas!!
Anyway i finally watch finish 宫心计
I wanted to watch 富贵门 coz minli say very nice
but the front part quite boring
but will try to watch
coz my mum friends all also say nice
maybe behind will nice le ahahah
Arggghhh
Really don feel like staying at home this Christmas!!!
Joke of the day:
Last week my dad went to malaysia
so his precious princess Zenia was left to us for feeding
Funny thing was that my father don know how to spell Zenia
So he decided to name Zenia 'Dog Dog'.
Ahahahahahhaha
Anyway Zenia has many many nick names
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3:00 AM
Mummy's friend bake something for me again!!!
Ta-Tuh~~~
Ginger Bread Man!!!!
Woo HOO!!!!
Today went to sch to show some little development from monday
ahahahaha its was totally crappy
anyway i came up with one more concept, or should i say its function
boey agree and carry on with the rhino thingy
i totally hate rhino
Sooooooo not feeling like doing it
So we went home about afternoon
so while on the way home
i saw this blind lady
Erm ya someone helped her of course
den when she reached the bus stop which happen i was beside her
she actually ask me what us am i talking
so i told her i taking another which is going different direction from her
many bus come and go,
she did ask me what bus no is that
have my bus reached
erm yes la, my bus has reached and gone off like more 5 times
but one thing actually come to my mind
i cant leave her alone
so i company her to wait for her bus
finally her bus came
not long my bus came too
While on my journey back on the bus
i was thinking...
what if i was blind??
Do people really think of this question before?
Imagine the things now we see and the next min we cannot see it?
The feeling is so terrible
So imagine that those people they actually are blind since birth
so they don get to see all the beautiful things around them
Do they get curious how it look like??
Oh my goodness, I really feel frighten.
Sometimes we see them we feel sad and want to help them
we help them do thing do that
but i know inside our heart
that weird feeling is still there
It like we didn't not really help her at all that type of feeling
like we are so lost and wu zhu like tat
ai ya don know how to explain la
But now thinking back we should not feel sad or sympathy them
but we al should feel proud of them and encourage them
because i believe its really been a hard life to come to now
They are just like a hero
but a hero to themselves and their families
I feel like i am talking rubbish!!!
But is all my feeling....
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1:13 AM
Haven been blogging for a few days...
And i totally forget to blog about my hair cut thingy
Going to school really sucks
It may be quiet but its damn boring
I really hope to graduate fast
but thinking about after graduate no job, no more studies
really freaks me out
To be frank, i pretty worried about my future
like what am i going to do, work or even studies??
Imagine i can no longer take pocket money from my dad
and paying all the bills by myself
Oh goodness
that is so terrible
sometime don think its better
Now i feel stress
I think problems like to find me
Everyday confirm got one problem will find me
Have been thinking about the grad show lately
They eventually change the venue to school
that means we don have to pay le ba
if not i will be super broke
and best of all is that
the director will select people
usually are those good ones lo
so its doesn't matter ahahahaha
PICTURES~~~
AFTER THE HAIR CUT
The End~~
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11:51 PM
我们的回忆弄掉了，我都不敢捡
如果你问起，我假装不痛
因为....我会假装,
假装不难过
I realised its not over.
Yesterday, Szes Xinying and me for the longest time we went out
We went for a hair cut and dinner
I found out that i look like my ah dai ahaha
Erm i after i cut my bangz i feel that my head look more flat
Gotta really look into this issue
Gonna upload pics as soon as i compile all the pics haha
anyway yesterday while shopping
i brought this Cleansing Express
its from Japan
Its a make up remover but is in water based.
we tested the product at Watson it was not that impressive
but i still brought cause i wanna try
and my make up remover have finished.
So i went back and try
and to my surprise i got shocked
coz i thought will be more difficult to remove
but its almost same as the biore oil makeup remover
but its not oil
I like it very much
coz i really hated the oily feeling on my face
and it does not contain alcohol
so when u wipe ur eyelid it does not hurt too!!
To me i find it very good hahaha
but we too gan chiong yesterday den i buy wrong product
i should not buy the gel(tube packaging)
coz that is not facial wash
so i went to buy the facial wash today again
Ya waste money.....-_-"
the facial wash is for light make up
its suitable for me
coz wear light make up
and its a 3-in-1 facial wash
makeup remover, cleanser and moisturizer
after washing my face feel smooth de
hahaha
erm but actually i don really believe in 3-in-1 products de la
so try first
see how is the result
Dear God,
Please protect my friends who are going to Japan tml night.
Let them have a safe and fun trip!!!
And also my 4 classmates that in China
Don let them get infected by H1N1
haha
BON VOVAGE, my friends!!!
Enjoy!!!
Amen.
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2:58 AM
All is can say for today was SUCKS!!!
I really hated presentation
its really freaks me out
its like my heart is popping out
and for the first time
i am having cold sweats
Goodness
but i'm not too sure whether its ok or not
MG just say consult ur mentor?
So its nt ok???
Haiz didn't get to play L4D2 today
anyway i have been playing facebook for like straight 5 hours hahaha
its kinda lame
And finally i gonna cut my hair tml!!!!
WOO HOO!!!!!
and for the longest time to go out with my girl friends
wao so excited
hope everything will go smoothly tml
I am starting to regret not going Japan
but looking back
its like all fated that i cannot go overseas this year
First is Genting
Second is China
Third is Japan
Hahahaha
Really hope next year can go overseas for holiday ar~~~
Hope i am rich
but nvm
as long as my family is safe and healthy
i don care
and i should really be contented!!!
Ya i should be contented!!! hahahah
I think i should have a daily topic to blog about??
i like talking rubbish at my own blog
I'm so excited for tml!!!!
HEE HEE!!!! =)
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2:21 AM
Today is the submission for tml mid crit
One word to describe my feelings now
SIAN!!!!!
But i did manage to finish my sketches and concept and now left with the scan images
Yesterday watched Zombie Land
One word - LAME
though it was funny at some part but overall its lame la
Anyway i'm really very excited for christmas
Hopefully i will go church this sun
I doubt before,
and for now i will not doubt you.
I seen miracles and You have answered my prayers
Hope that i will have a wonderful christmas this year!!!
I really hate my sister bf,
he is so irritation, inconsiderate and crazy
i suspect he got two personality
he is so totally crazy
he go to my sister work place and make a scene
he shout at my sister and her manager saying that they have an affair
OMG is he mad or wat??
then we went to send a email to complain
and using unknown name
WTH
He call my house in the middle of the night
missed call even single person in our family
sending msg scolding us
that we are the third party between them
Is he totally crazy or wat??
We are her family for crying out loud
what we spoil their relationship
OMG
anyway i hope i will present tml and not friday!!!
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12:14 PM
I'M SO ANGRY WITH MYSELF!!!!!
Erm i suppose to be doing my work but end up NO...
anyway i couldn't think up with any good ideas and i feel kinds shag
I brought this mac like less than a month and i drop it
my heart is broken and whenever i saw this dent part i wish i wasn't so careless
i really hated myself for being so carless!!!
but as long its not spoil i am way too happy...
I cannot take it anymore!!!
this mosquito bites are driving me crazy!!!
i've been scratching it like for more tan one week
and now its like bleeding...
i know i should not scratch but.....
yea, its really very itchy.
i am prepare for scars all over my body
haiz....
Anyway i kinda like my now blog
yea it may not be the most beautiful or watever
but i find it organize and neat la
i think i should blog more often since i have change my blogskin
hahahaha
Counting down three day to crit,
its so not interesting and
tue have to hand up ppt already
and i haven starting sketching!!!
i find myself crazy
i should really start doing something
I so totally no mood to do things
haiz.......
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11:52 PM
CHristmas!!!!
Yeah Its coming~~~
Its coming!!!!
I totally love chirstmas....
coz this season makes me feel so peaceful and heart warming... Yeah!!!!
hahahaha
I really been very lazy to blog
just like i am now blogging for the sake of blogging!!
anyway thurs is the final crit for VI
and i super stress!!
I hate VI!!!!
finally its all going to be gone, hope don need refine or wat de...
recently i have been like sleeping for like less than 4 hours per day
and now doing some rendering for the VI
and its like taking my entire life o my goodness!!!
feel like banging the wall....
Recently been so addicted to L4D!!!
I liked when i head shot them and the blood bursted out
its like so exciting!!! and especially when the witch start moaning hahahaha
anyway recently gt too much to say that i on know how to update
so forget it then~~
Lastly I wan to pray for my family and my loves ones
Dear Lord,
I come before you in the name of Jesus Christ.
I come to you knowing that you are the answer to all my struggles.
Iknow you have a solution to my problems and i ask you to bless my future and as well as my family and the people who i loved.
Lord, help me remember that no matter what bad times i go through, or what kind of dark clouds settle onto my life, You are my comforter. Only you can lift me above the storm and into your presence. I want to grow stronger in these times and not weaker. I want to increase in faith and nt to overcome with doubt.
Lord i also pray that you would always protect me, my family and my love ones whenevr i go and keep me safe from accidents, diseases, or evil influences.Send your angels to keep charge over them.
In Jesus name I pray
Amen
I am worried sick!!!
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12:21 AM
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