Give me the guts to stay Strong,even if it seems impossible.

 Because You are the Way, The Truth, and the Life,

 And we live by Faith not by Sight for You.

 Let me scream that I AM FREE TO LIVE FOR YOU!

What Friends Are For?

Haha, i change my blog skin alot people complain about my blog very difficult to see. I hope this is better ba. Whatever....

Erm today wanna do some of Phua work, and i hope i really will do coz i everytime say le never do de.

Then today packaging i also damn scared, i think i will have phobia towards packaging and her le next time. So pack lo the schedule for this week, no time to blog actually and play my psp - dynasty warrior(recently i have been addicted to it)...i also feel like buying DS all because of my sis every nite take her DS walk around the whole house wit it. Arghh....i want i want...hahaha!

Monday have to do foe packaging, then tue have to study for com skill, wed have to do Phua's studio work and logo type and thurs have to study for product tech and wao lao friday we got a new assignment to don know competition for the Singapore Mint don know what de. Then have to group with another course de, more sian. No more holiday le la! Alot competition lo, haha!

I never know that the truth could be that cruel, i always told myself....

But the truth indeed was very cruel, just now some one push me from a high rise building.

knowing you was like adding new colours into my life,

everyone of you that i know, you all are special to me,

knowing that i have to spend longer time than the others, 

this let me know you even more but you was so a let down to me.

Yes for right now, i have lose that colour in my life, not sure when is that colour coming back.

or will i ever accept the colour that have once let me been hurt?

Should i, or will i?

Ya i am so so so so so useless,

i can't even let myself hate you,

because you have become part of my story, part of life.

Why do people change so quickly, 

they could always forget what they have done and cherish so much,

so what they say was just a lie,

ya maybe you are a liar,

and i am the stupid to believe in you,

believe in what you say,

I think i just do my part will do, 

coz some people just don appreciate what i have done,

i have decided not to be softhearted

not to be kind,

not be nice,

not be what ever your think of me!

Never mind Jasmine,

you can do it, 

just treat them as air maybe it you feel better...............................................not !

Wao i didn't realise how angry i was when i just look at my blog post. Erm ya abit scary lehz u, what happan? hahaha! i ask myself what happen,omg! Erm when for Khairul lesson and then i realised next week have to pass up the report already. No wonder everybody is rushing for the report haha, i still thought got one more week lehz, i really become dumb la. Huiping la always scold me dumb, i now really is dumb la.The during the break we have free cotton candy and pop corn, I think its like one century i have eaten the last cotton candy hahaha! Then feel that everywhere also sticky. Erm went to eat with  my mum, my friends didn't make it coz he was very late so we ddidn't wait for him. Hahaha! Then i cut my fringe coz i have a damn big pimple on my forehead.Then off back to home. Sian dunno wanna do what work today. But i wanna sleep early la so many pimple on my face le and i wanna do mask tonight. Hahaha! I also took some pics of my sweetheart, Zenia. Miss her terribly today. Don know why, maybe coz she is always with my sis then we have lesser time together. Miss you, zenia!

OK i think tat's all for today! See ya tml hahaha!

Don care for me for the sake of caring,

Don even talk to me if you are not sincere to talk to me,

Stop being fake, for goodness sake!

Don act like one infront of me and act another one behind me,

I really feel disgusted and disappointed by your action!

If you are not serious about this friendship FINE, you bloody idiot just don talk to me ok,

I don need this kind of "friend" in my life.

Don act like you are so innocent coz when i see your bloody face i feel like slapping you,

When i didn't ask for your precious comment could you just shut your mouth coz i would go deaf when i hear you talk,

If there is anything you are not happy with me, just say and not just twist and turn my words,

Coz that will not let you become very great but another irritating person,

Don think i don know what you are up to,

They may believe you but don forget there is someone who can see everything very clearly ok,

If you really think you can continue this act, FINE!

Don ever think that i will forgive you again.

You know that i have always give in to you, 

And you know that I doesn't like to take about that topic just quit talking,

Will your mouth rot if you don talk?

Don understand why people like to be so fake?

Is money that make you become like tat?

Yes i admit,Money can be a good thing but it also can be a bad thing,

Know i can realy see how money change a person so greatly,

You too,are so fake.

You are the one who told me that you hated materalitics and realistic poeple,

But look at you now, you are one too!

Damn really hate these people who always think that we make friends because we have a motive(eg because of money)

I am not those people that will because of money and betray the people i love and people wjo love me,

But if you are that type of person, please leave me alone, I don need you as well as you don need me,

Being a two-sided person can it make you happy?

Why have to make yourself so tired and being someone who you are not,

Yes i know we have to be realistic but does that mean you can do all this?

Hurting the people who care for you is being realistic?

I think you really have a wrong perception of being realistic, betray and materialistic. 

Today didn't go the kbox because was cancel so i make up my own activities. I watch The Happening. Actually i felt that the movie was ok, i even watch it twice. Don know why so many people say not nice. Erm i shall not say the story but people who are afraid to watch disgusting thing like stabbing themselves, this is not the movie for you. Abit touching but i never cry. Quite scary if it really happen to us now, coz i hate science so i bet i alo don now what is happen and will also die too.Haha. I have a feeling that is movie is nice although so many people say is not nice, but i still wanna believe my instinct so i watch. BLEAH!! Don care what your say! Haha!

OKOK i was lazy to update so i update it all together ba!

Today lesson was boring. We had new assignment from Material Tech. My project topic was Function and Personality, thanks to Minli who draw lot it, coz i wanna kinda sway de sure get very lousy topics. Then for packaging, i chose another product, i am not doing Roti Prata la. We went to Orchard Taka and see some possible possible products. We took some time to decide it as i was a hard decision for me. Then we went to buy the Azabu Sabo ice cream. Huiping and i share, and lijuan and Yinzhen share. Both pairs brought the same flavour- milktea and Green tea and red bean. The green tea and red bean i thought was kinda of similar to the Ministry of food de. But it was nice and of course expensive too. Then Yinzhen xinying huiping and i want to YOSHINOYA to slack and talk. Huiping and i brought scallop to eat and happen some bad things that i don feel like saying....Kinda sad. Then we went home lo..... That all  for today, haha! And i am not planning to do any work today. I wanna sleep early!

 Left side is I bite de. Right Side is Huiping bite de> We are having competition with Yinzhen and Lijuan. And the result? Of course we win coz we are the SBJ! HAHAHA!

 This is the product i will be doing for packaging!
 Xinying hair look so funny!