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Monday, June 30, 2008

Today huiping, yinzhen and i went back to school to do the e assesment but it was a failure coz we counldn't log in and it was already ten o'clock so we did some of the e-learning at the cms. We then go to AMK Hub to eat and huiping vomiting sickness come back again. Then yinzhen and i thought maybe huiping is pregnant, so before we went to the foodcourt we saw a clinic for mothers, we bring her in. Haha!!! Of course she run away, and we went to eat the chicken noodle soup. It was delicious but the soup was abit salty. After lunch, we went to NTUC Fair price to buy the products for our packaging. Erm i brought the Roti Prata, Huiping brought the Hainnese Chicken Rice and Yinzhen brought the Chinese Tan Yuan. After we went back home lo. When i got home it was about one plus, then i help my sis do her blog until two o'clock then i went to cook my Prata! Erm of course i also watch You're my destiny. OMG, damn angry. The ANNA IS DYLAN SISTER! I knew it, I knew it. Show always like tat de, but still don wanna admit that the are brother and sister. Because i like dylan hahaha. You no chance le haha, go and sleep la u! haha! So i have to wait for next monday for esp 17. Ithink going to finish le ba. Erm then i also watch the Kang Xi Lai Le, the one on rich celebrities de. (xinying introduce de). The guy from Dou Niu really look different lehz. I think he shorter hair more suit him.Haha! But i watch halfway only coz i have to do hw le, so shao xin de. Ya, start with some new projects le. I start doing the 40 sketches for logo and packaging research, if later i still not tired i shall do Khairul report. I always say then never do de. Then the Phua de i really don know want to design what. Kinda stuck here.

The packaging i chose for Subrinal Packaging.

This is the Prata thet i made haha but it was kinda

of oily, ithink the prata itself got oil le ba!

It was very cripsy and i brought the onion flavour. I was damn full after eating it. Feel like vomiting. Oh No, Huiping you pass the disease to me!!!

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11:18 PM

Erm this week was really a tough week. Tuesday was our dead line for packaging. Thursday was the report for com skill and friday was the Frank Gehry report.Realizing this week was already week 11, phua submission is coming near. Now then i am going to start with sketches. Happy because no more researches and i do not have to do packaging for phua too.So damn happy. I think doing container is obviously better than packaging. Haha! Then i also realize that Khairul report due date is even shorter, is only 3 weeks away and i haven started. Omg, i really have to speed up and focus on my studies. No more day dreaming, no more going out, no more watching tv, no more drum, no more chatting on phone, and u stop calling me to go out. I'm packed with school work and projects till 8 august. Oh dear, yes i just say 8 august the date i hate most. Anyway it is over, people should learn to look forward rather than looking behind. Yes, i wanna cherish every moments i have now. Anytime we may died.haha! Not sure how am i going through this 8 august, hope can spent it differently with someone special or go oversea haha! Then today mu mum and i cook the pink kueh,don know what it is called and the guo tie. OMG the guo tie is from JApan. My mum friend brought it back for me, so sweet. and i tell u. It is damn nice. It is really very diferent from all the shop outside we eat. One word to say-Delicious! But too bad Singapore didn't sell, what a pity!

Eh sorry la, don angry kk! Msg u also don reply de, but i know u will see my blog. So i shall apologize through my blog! SORRY DA SHAO YE!!!! Ok??Haha, if i do that again i let u beat la! Next time i don say le lo! Haiz yo, So xiao qi de. Haha!! Faster go sleep la, tml u still got work!Nitez!

This is the Pink Kueh, Huiping!!!! haha!

The guo tie beside is from Japan. My mum friend brought it back for me. So touch!

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12:00 AM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

First Day After holiday!

Today got my packaging presentation. Oh dear it was very terrible. I have to admit i was lazy and i didn't make full use of the two weeks holiday. Because i go out, play games, watch tv and etc. Den my photoshop lost omg, so i have to reinstall. Then again i own ken one, coz he help me in my POP. I must try to learn photoshop le and i admit i was very nervous abt it too. Then too presentation i was damn scared, i was afraid that Subrinal would ask me to redo as my bottle packaging the paint was tearing off and as i didn't have a hole i us two oval shape as hole. So overall i find that my packaging is damn ugly, and my POP is very fragile as the wire keep falling off and i was abit agitated. Then we went back early.

this is the pic took from Minli new hp.Wao so clear! But why my face expression like retarded.

Haha Took Kimi new Guess wallet.During the holiday i saw one guess wallet wanted to buy but it was sold off, and it was the limited edition.So sad and it was on 50% sale.

try this drink at school. I try the passion fruit and huiping try the strawbeery. Hers is nicer!

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11:31 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

我的快乐.........................会回来的 !!!!

徘了徊了走了错了哭了懂了累了倦了困了
烦的乱的梦的都是真的
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的浮躁的梦过的
永远的失去的怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发困了你爱的音乐
听了我等着你等成了哀伤
我的你的他的好的坏的难的灰的蓝的黄的
酸的甜的苦的都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘得
我想要换你了真的不想要了只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

我的快乐

会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐

会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐

会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐

会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐

会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值得不值得
我的快乐

会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的浮躁的梦过的
永远的失去的怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我想要换你了真的不想要了
只得只得疯了疯了
忘了

Yes, my happiness will come back to me. Hopefully as soon as possible!

I don want to be independent,

i don want to be brave,

i don want to be good,

I'm not what you think of me.......

Please stop all this....

I really can't take it anymore....

What is happening to me???

I'm lost.....

Give me back my happiness to me.

Take what is your and give back the things that belong to me.

ESPECIALLY , MY HAPPINESS!!!!

Leave my world pls.......I will prove to you i'll be better then the past!

♥ Welcome to my silly life!! ♥

12:08 AM

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Nothing special happen today. I was bored so i make potato salad then i start to do on my packaging. Until now i haven start to do my report, ya i know i say i will do but, kinda lazy. Erm quite happy coz finally i found the music i wanted. I heard it from the library but didn't dare to ask the person so i have been searching online for that music since then. At last, i found it.So i'm happy! Hopefully tomorrow can start to do on report le. Hope your enjoy the music.

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1:01 AM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

There is one bad new and one good new. So i shall say the bad news first. My blog had an error so i change my URl to jasmine-to-u.blogspot.com. Hey guys, if your see these can your change it on the link, sorry i know i very ma fan!!!haha!! Then the good news is that Xiao Gui second book comes along with a CD but not sure whether singapore have, coz i check my fan club, they say that kino not sure that there have CD inside the book, quite disappointing. Haiz yo, i so slow now then say. Wanted to go kino from a fews months back but still didn't manage to buy that book even i was at orchard on monday. Maybe friday go down to take a look. haha~~~ the song was quite nice, heard was expressig how he feels and his feelings too. I like the lyrics alot.There is some parts i found the lyrics very meaningful.

我不要他們承認也不要讓他們得逞我不要變成他們要我們變成的那種人

This part really say out alot of of people feeling. why do we have to change for a person? Then we will not be ourself anymore.So I shall remain myself, haha!

就算愛不了所有我愛的人我也不要弱弱就出賣自己的靈魂

I also like this part, because some people like to use something like money as a motive or a reason that we get close to them. SORRY~~, if you think that I am that kind of person or my Friends are that kinds of person, please by all means you can get away from us. We don need all your money that you got from your parent to pity on us ok! we also won think that you are rich so we also be frank friend with you,coz I cannot stand it, my friends also cannot stand it. So save it up for your other friends OK!

Ya back to the song haha! The style is more to rock, also my style, hahaha!! I like very loud and rock songs too, if your don know haha! Oh dear i really spend alot since last wed. Then on thursday i also going to watch Kongfu Panda, SO excited! It's been so long i buy other people album other than S.H.E!! They are my No 1!!haha, heard they are coming to singapore but not confirm yet. And Yoga is also coming to Singapore next month, so happy also. But very scared that i may not have the time to see. Anyway i was happy for them all hahaha!!! I got Xiao Gui Song, must support Xiao gui oh!!! Enjoy Enjoy!! haha!!

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1:01 AM

Monday, June 9, 2008

SHopping

Today when shopping with Minli they all. Suddenly changed my mind because i was alone at home. I was feeling guilty of going out today, because today Zenia stood at the doorstep and wag her tail as i pad her head. I was guilty of leaving her alone at home. But she was so cute, she was at my sister room, door closed when i came back. She then bang the door and my sister open the door. Immediately she run and jump on me. SO cute, and i gave her a hug and licked my whole face. So sweet of her to do that, so i was even more guilty to leave her alone at home. Ya back to shopping, we when to the Korean Restaurant to eat. Wao it was so delicious, and the price to me was quite reasonable. I was damn full, maybe was the chili paste that make it so thick or maybe was the rice coz i eat around 3 dumpling this few days and i am really scared of rice now. Minli and huiping eat the hot noodle soup was also nice. It came along with 6 side dish, Kimchi,potato, cong, celery, dou ya, and the green veg with sesame oil. After that i drink yuan yang, i think is coffee mix tea, ok not too bad.The we went to shop at far east, the i try the plastic black glasses that is very big. Its so trendy that everybody are wearing it, so i decided not to buy haha! Then i also saw a bag that is a dog, omg, it is so cute but it was too expensive,it cost $79 for the big one and the small one around one third of the big one cost $69. Omg,is the different of ten dollar for such big space. Wonder if i ever get rich!!!haha ok stop dreaming.Before leaving far east i also brought honey red tea. I really drink alot today. then went to Zara, topshop and wisma too. In recall, I still think that yinzhen wear the white dress is pretty and sweet but it was too expensive, minli also, the white dress but was not worth for the price. Then we went home about 6plus to 7. So thats all for today, was a happy day and got alot of fun.Luckily i went out if nit i would get bored to death this two weeks. Tomorrow is the torturing day, coz i going to do report, not sure whether it can happen. haha!!Ya, huiping tomorrow is going to Thailand! Bon Vogage, Huiping!!! Haha!!see you in two weeks time!

Xinying's new hairstyle. CUTE!!!

This ia what i've order at the Korea Restaurant.

The six side dish and the Nian Gao we oredered!

I was very full, didn't manage to eat finish. Quite wasted.

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10:59 PM

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Lin You Jia

So excited, Lin You Jia album was released!!!So happy and i brought one home. Wait for so long finally released feel very happy. Took some pics of him in the album. I got drunk listening to his songs, feel like my whole body melt, hahahahaha! all the songs inside really very nice! please support him,haha. there is also pictures of him when he was young, but cannot show out.

if your want to see, buy his CD, hahaha!

His new album 神秘嘉宾

nice pic,look kinda lonely and left out

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8:29 PM

Yesterday went to Fashion Bar to drink. It was a terrible night for everybody that went to drink. There was vomiting, craziness, and full loads of feelings and craps from everybody. We drink 42 Below, I feel that the alcohol percentage was stronger than the Vodka that we drunk at Clinic, but of course i wasn't drunk. Just feel kinda upset about some friends with what they have done. Then we went home about 2.30. I vomit again and i bath and then went to sleep. I was quite giddy when i reach home.

Don judge me as though you know me very well,

Don judge me like you understand my everything,

Don judge because your mouth can stop talking back at others,

Don judge me Because you know me,

Don judge me for being who I am,

Don judge me because I am being myself,

Don judge me when you don know what is happening,

Don judge me when i am trying to forgive you,

Don judge me when i am trying to forget what you have done,

Don judge me like you think i needed those comment,

Don judge me because you were jealous,

Don judge me because you are being who you are,

Don judge me because i think you are not that good too,

Don judge me because i know what i am doing,

Don judge me because i am living for myself and not you,

Don judge me because you think that you are great but actually you have attitude problem,

Don judge me because you think that i am childish,

Don judge me because you think that you are mature but actually are just childish like a # year old kid,

Don judge me because i feel that you really have thick skin,

Don judge me because you are ego,

Don judge me because no one like you,

Don judge me because you bully my friends,Don judge me because you are being hypocrite,

Don judge me because after seeing your true color you are just bullshit to everybody,

Don judge because you don know what i am going through,

Don judge because you don know what is the feeling of getting hurt,

Don judge me because yo didn't make a effort to see whether we have change,

Don judge me even before getting to know me

Don judge me I am ME!!!!!

So before judging people please think about yourself especially you, Yes its YOU!!!

I am being who i am.

I will not change because you say those hurting things to me,

AND OF CORSE I WOULDN'T WANT TO CHANGE THE WAY I AM NOW!!

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4:02 PM

Friday, June 6, 2008

Today, i receive a good news from my best friend Lynda. We have been friends since sec 1, so is abt 7 years already. Wao tat was fast! She have her second baby!!!So cute, it a boy!! then i also heard that my another friend Shuling was also getting marry. Oh dear, the three of us, i am still single. I think i am not going to marry so soon yet. But still wanna con-grates them. because they have found the right one in their life. I am so happy for both of u!! Looking at those babies i eel that babies are always the most happiest moments in our whole lifetime. because there is someone who waits and dote them for the ten months and even when they are born , they got the most attention. being wish tat every new born child are to bless by God, Humans also tends to take things for granted. I know they may have reason to abort the baby but hey were so cruel to me. It was so unfair to the baby who didn't manage to see the world and u just throw her back to her world. You are actually enjoying everything the world has and the things tat God create, but your baby does not get to experience it. Ya, i have no rights o say this but, i must want to let u know tat is also a living thing inside you. They know that you are going to abort them too. Me too is afraid that maybe one day i may also landed in this state but i may not have the courage to abort it yet. Dear God, I just want a simple wish! Just make the people i love and people who love me to be safe and healthy ! that all i'm asking. I am really afraid of illness and i hate hospital. Today i went to the place that i hated most,the hospital. I'm sure you know why! When the day i'm born i have to go for an operation that make me feel like i am a patient. i have to go back to hospital for check up,blood test, vaccines and all kind of funny things. I hate these! I hate doctors I hate hospital! So pls make them safe and healthy, I'm begging you! thank you God!

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12:47 AM

Monday, June 2, 2008

Kinda Sad

How should i begin?? Today morning went to print mascots. Oh dear it cost me 3bucks for one sheet of art, glossy. so i printed 5 pieces, it will be 15bucks. then i went to school, and my p board i rejected. Actually i feel kinda sad. Coz i do it so xin gu den i have to reprint again. ya he never reject la, but don know lehz. I like feel that my design also get rejected. Don feel good of corse, but wat ti do? I still have to do it. Just don feel good, maybe one day i will feel numb. But really thank Ken for helping me in my P board if not i also don know how to do for the deflation part. Thanks KEN!!!!!! I sonetime wonder why i was in design course. I admit i didn;t have the passion for design but i did try to like this course as i hve to stuck at this course for three years. I am also afraid until now that i at year 2 still have no improvement. I am starting to lost confident in myself. What can i do to find it back??? I Guess i'll jusy have to work hard even more to see the result. But i don think this sem mu GPA will be good, but no matter what, i cannot give up. I have to strive hard, yes!!!! Good Luck to myself!!! And here i want to make apromise to myself, no more crying for hw!!! Shame of me!!!HAHAHA!!

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11:26 PM

Sunday, June 1, 2008

wanna intro a song that i think is nice.

it suit me now at this very moment.

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1:09 AM