today, we do our parachute. haha so funny our parachute landed on the groubd the allon burst and renda got shocked so funny lorz. Maybe ur have to see for urself den ur can understand how i feel hahahaha it was damn funny! den i stay back to do my mario projects until 9. first time at school till so late. so dark and empty haha! den when i got back home i got a shock, my father brought back a jackfruit.omg,  it was so huge and sticky hahaha. wooo today i am really tired den still have to rush all my hw, sian ar! i think one day i may die of no brain cells haha!! wish can sleep early!!!

May U rest in peace !!!!

          

Today i recieve one very bad news. i never ever thought that i will recieve this kind of news. here let me be silence for one minute........Here is the news, my friend, Ah john his nick which is turning 18 this year has pass away from an accident. Yes his is the one who don not have license and knocked onto the taxi and struggle at the icu for 18 hours.oh dear i really can't continue.... i am now behaving like a emo person that has mental problems. No this is not a good birthday present for me, yes i hate this. i really cannot accept the truth that he is dead. why are human life so fragile? people should really learn to cherish the people beside u coz they would just leave u one day without notice. just like him. I would like to talk abt him coz ever since the last time we met i think there should be abt 2 years i say your name. he is ah john, he is turning 18 this year but unfortunate he did nit get ti celebrate his 18 birthday,he is also a cute little boy, small in size but really have a bad temper and also call him ah beng, but after u know him u know that he is actually a good person. i remember there is one time i have SYF for my Chinese Orchestra and he encourages me and help me jia you, so sweet of him! ya his parents are separated and his is the only child, he almost got into boys home so he is the typical type of ah beng boy everybody should know. when i receive the call i was really very shock coz i thought shuling will tell me that he is going to married or wat but not died. the saddest part is that he struggled for 18 hours and his friends were there but he just didn't make it. Once again u will remain in the hearts of people who cares for u! Rest in Peace!!

Haha, at last i am 19 years old already!feel like i am very old le,wanna be mature but not yet now. Erm really wanna thanks minli, huiping,szeli,yinzhen,lijuan,evon and xinying to help me celebrate my birthday. oh i went to clinic and we open one bottle of volka haha and one jar of beer. haiz but it reminds me of the past, but i don blame him coz it let me become even stronger and being independent. anyway its ok coz i know i got u in my life...haha hope u can be with me all the way. and i am also touched that all my secondary friends remember my birthday, even we so long never see each other but they remeber me....i am really very happy alot i cry alot this year because of my projects and my laptop. But now i have to be stronger and prove that i can do it, i don wan to disappoint anybody especially u. Haha and today i went to school with huiping then we talk abt frank gehry, abt his desgn, building and also his life. suddenly i felt very afraid. afraid that i also lke frank gehry in a way that he spent so many years to find out that what he has passion abt. like my mum has also told me that the God is coming,i really feel afraid that i have not do the things that i have passion abt den the world end.
why does people always like being fake?? don they feel guilty or uncomfortable?? or am i being naive? after being success, why do people tends to look down on others?? ain'nt thay also once poor? why do they always have to use oney as a motive to approve people or to think that we get near them for money?? I think they are crazy! what have happen to the world??? are you all dead??? Good people pls don die!!!!

Ho, today was a tired day. when to tale some photos den i when to orchard to shop awhile. Wao my birthday is really getting near, and that means i am turning 19. I was watching this show and this girl who is 19 years old, her parent die and have to support herself by working. of course he stop schooling because she does not have the money. she was so hard working, everyday striving hard to earn money. then i start to think about myself, now that i am going to 19, i am really fortunate to have parents around and staying in singapore. maybe the earthquake in China also influences my emotion. Do people think about the same moment now that i am surfing net and the people in China maybe still trap inside those buildings? I'm really very afraid about what is coming but still have to face it. what do those people really think about this? What really can we do now at this moment? I keep have this weird feeling, like something very weird. don really know how to express it out.I think is abt the life now. Ohh this is my first time being so wierd, why did i become like this, look like being possessed or wat haha...feel like very tense or serious. oh dear i don feel myself...wat is wrong with me today.oh my god, i don know wat i am writing abt, i better stop writing. maybe i am too stress.

Erm last wed we went to the bottle tree park and eat. The things there normal lo.DEn we also have our dessert. Xin Ying and i ordered the watermelon sago, oh my god it was so so so sweet den we add alot water. But it become less sweet den we never drink already. Den on friday, Ken our classmate birthday, on the birthday cake they put 'so be it' haha, so funny. den they also throw whipped cream at him, the whole day i can smell whipped cream on him, haha. On Saturday i went to suntec city to do the packaging with my classmate. We went home abt 9plus den i went to the pet shop and took some pets photos. They were all so adorable. Hahaha!Erm then yesterday my sis came back from Genting and she brought me a Spongebob squaure pants soft toy. Erm the soft toy ,look like $1 toy coz the finishing of the toy is terrible. But because my sis brought back so i just accept it haha.Actually it is quite soft too.. Then for today, after school Huiping Minli and I went to causeway. I buy cookie and minli buy pancake. Wao this is the first time i bake cookie, quite fun but all my cookie got burnt. Quite wasted and sad, but luckily got some succeeded. And i am so happy, haha!!

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